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This June Lyrics : I Knew You Were Trouble by Taylor Swift

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

I Knew You Were Trouble

[Music video:]*
I think... I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.

Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies. He'll never see you cry,
Pretends he doesn't know that he's the reason why.
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning.
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see

He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in (you were right there, you were right there)
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble

[Music video:]*
I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are. 

I Knew You Were Trouble by Taylor Swift

Ps. *This lyrics from her video clip. On original song, it doesn't have music video spoken part. 

This June Lyrics : Someone's Watching Over Me by Hillary Duff

Someone's Watching Over Me

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me


It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart


So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me 
Someone's Watching Over Me by Hillary Duff 
(OST. Raise Your Voice)

Bahasa Asing vs Nasionalisme

Wednesday, June 04, 2014
Kemarin malam, pas saya lagi nyetir perjalanan pulang ke rumah dari kantor (kantor saya gak jauh dari pintu keluar tol tanah kusir) ke rumah (bogor), saya teringat celoteh salah satu teman lama. Dia bertanya : "Kenapa sih lo ngetweet, terus ngobrol mesti pake bahasa inggris terus? Gak cinta sama bahasa sendiri? Gak cinta lo sama negara sendiri?"

Jujur saya sedikit tersentil dengan omongan begitu. Tapi mungkin pemikiran saya yang bertolak belakang dengan dia, bikin saya cuma tersenyum aja. Nasionalisme kok di sama ratakan sama seringnya kita ngobrol atau ngetweet pake bahasa Inggris sih? Shallow banget kalo punya pemikiran seperti itu.

Dulu, salah satu tujuan saya sekolah di luar negeri sebenarnya bukan karena gak cinta indonesia, atau pendidikan di negeri sendiri gak bagus, tapi sepertinya karena ayah saya sengaja bikin anaknya kecemplung ke dunia yg baru. Untuk belajar dan membuka mata. Pernah dengar kata orang tentang arti sebuah perjalanan yang akan membuka mata kita dan mengubah pandangan kita terhadap sesuatu? Nah yang ini saya setuju. 

Orang-orang yang sering berpergian ke luar negeri untuk sekolah, kerja atau liburan, bukan karena di negeri sendiri gak cukup atau nasionalisme mereka rendah, tapi karena mungkin kesempatan di luar lebih baik untuk mereka saat itu. Keluar dari comfort zone itu penting, sama pentingnya seperti mencoba hal-hal baru agar kita lebih terbuka kepada dunia. Yang gak setuju boleh angkat tangan, sekali lagi itu pilihan ya.

Tinggal di negeri orang selama beberapa tahun, kerinduan tentang Indonesia jelas ada. Bagaimanapun, Indonesia kan tempat saya lahir, dibesarkan, gimana gak cinta coba?

Tweetnya mbak @ikanatassa
Lalu saya baca tweet berikut di atas, punya nya mbak Ika Natassa soal gak ada hubungannya antara nasionalisme dengan orang yg sering ngetweet dalam bahasa inggris atau gak. Saya juga sering ngetweet, nulis post dan bahkan sekedar ngobrol atau chat dalam bahasa inggris. Bukan berarti saya gak cinta sama Indonesia lho. Wah cinta banget malah, dimana lagi kita bisa nemu tukang jualan es krim atau siomay mondar-mandir area komplek di sore hari? Atau nemu tukang tambal ban di pinggir jalan? Percaya deh, hal-hal simple begitu belum tentu bisa kamu temuin di luaran sana. Kalaupun someday saya pergi atau bahkan menetap di negara lain, toh pasti bakalan balik ke sini lagi. Lah wong orang tua, sahabat, dan kerabat saya masih di sini.

Dulu, sampai pas SMA saya inget banget nilai bahasa inggris saya bukan termasuk yg bagus, malah saya lebih unggul di pelajaran bahasa Indonesia. Tapi ketika ngerasain belajar di luar dan cuma bahasa inggris dan bahasa tarzan yg bisa di pakai supaya saling mengerti satu sama lain, ya mau gak mau bahasa inggris jadi pilihan nomor satu.

Ketika setelah pulang ke sini, kenapa masih aja sering ngomel-ngomel ato ngomong dalam bahasa inggris (ada lho temen saya yg sempet nanya), aslinya itu karena terbiasa, dan kadang karena gak nemu kata yg pas dalam bahasa indonesia, makanya pakai bahasa inggris. Kadang ada kalimat tertentu yg terdengar lebih nyaman ketika kita lafalkan dalam bahasa lain. Begitu juga sebaliknya, banyak kosakata yang gak mungkin kita translate satu persatu ke dalam bahasa Indonesia.

Lagipula, menguasai banyak bahasa lain bukan berarti rasa nasionalis nya rendah lho. Tiap orang punya takaran masing-masing soal itu. Jadi lebih baik jangan ngejudge sembarangan. Gak baik.

Intinya satu, tetap lah gak ada hubungannya nasionalisme kita sama seberapa sering kita ngomong/ngetweet dalam bahasa Inggris. Lagi pula kemampuan berbahasa asing adalah kebutuhan di jaman sekarang ini. Sekalipun kamu berencana untuk tinggal menetap selamanya dan tak pernah keluar dari tanah air sendiri, suatu saat kamu pasti memerlukannya.

Top 5 bahasa asing yang ingin saya pelajari :
1. French (masih dasar)
2. Korean
3. Spanish
4. Hindi
5. Jepang

See you on the next post!
XO - Fienna Nurhadi

This June Obsession : Tulle-vaganza!

I believe, each and everyone of us has their own obsession. While mine is tulle. Yes that fabric used for making tutu. Well, you can call me drama queen or anything, but I do obsess with gown that made by tulle, lots of them. It looks so girlie (not that I really girlie myself), elegant and princess-looks like. 

Admit it, which girl in this world had never dreaming become a princess for once? I bet everyone had that dream, or even still dreaming. For most of girl, they would have their dream come true when their wedding day comes. But maybe not all of us would have the dream wedding gown exactly the same like what they hoped before. 

As for me, I should waiting longer to have that moment. But I do love browse it sometimes. To imagine what the dress would look like. It give me feel like a princess already. Want to see what I imagine for my wedding day someday? *grinning Maybe these pictures would at least represent what I want.. 

aren't they beautiful? They are deadly amazing!
I collect those picture from Pinterest (yes, my favorite site to browse great picture), and I saved them on my tablet, so whenever I feel down or need inspiration, I could take a look and feel better again. For most of girls, pretty dresses would make our feeling better although we can't afford to buy it. Hehehe.

Not all of them are wedding dress. Like the white and black below, I guess its a prom dress. The girl stand on the stairs wearing a short dress and outer skirt from tulle, that make her looks like wearing a wedding gown. Pretty right? 

Based on that idea, I create the similar thing. I bought some yard of tulle and made an outer skirt. So, all you need to do just match up with your mini skirt/pencil skirt, and tied up on your hips. Simple but pretty. I made few already, and sometimes i wear them when I get party/wedding reception invitation. It's not as big as those wedding skirt, but it still pretty. Maybe someday I would open a boutique only for outer skirt.. Hehehe...

Meanwhile, I have my own project to make black outer skirt gown made by tulle. It's still on progress, maybe 20%, but I can see already how it will turned on. Hopefully i can get it done before end of this week, because I have plan to wear it for fun photoshoot with my friend later. I would show you the progress on the next post.

Gorgeous isn't it?
Or maybe you have your own fabric obsession? Share with me and tell me why! 
See you on next post! 
XO - Fienna Nurhadi

Greetings : Hello June!

Monday, June 02, 2014
Time flies, that what people told me. Yeah its true, since we are no longer in May anymore. June is here, bring sunny day to your window. Most of countries have summer, Indonesia supposed to have summer as well, but global warming sort of change the schedule. Still raining few days a week, so it's a bit wet and stormy around here.

Hello June!
As I expected May gave me ups and down. Some people come and go, but the rest stay the same. My job keeps me busy and I missed those times when I can just wake up late and go hangout somewhere and don't have to think about deadline or should follow up to client. I also missed those moments where I can just go to fabrics store, buy some and come back home. Browse ideas through Pinterest is my favorite activity (for those who don't know about an awesome site called Pinterest, it's your big loss! Okay sorry, i was kidding, but for sure you need to open this website, where you can explore your hobbies and get some new ideas, or feel "why i never think of this before? This idea is simple and awesome, and i really have to try at least one!").

But, there's always a consequence for everything we do or we take in life. We need to start learn how to be responsible, at least for our own life. If this life is forever, I would divide them by some post ; Have fun, Learn by Doing, Get the Result.

I think I'm in stage of learn by doing. Learning is not always about school. It could be about what we need to do for living, and we will earn the result someday. By result doesn't mean always money or power, it could be some priceless experience. I still learn what I'm doing right now, hopefully I can earn great result someday in the future.

My top 5 dreams :
1. Become a business women (home decor & fashion skirt would do)
2. Blogger & writer
3. Conceptor (since I can't do design -my drawing is really bad- but my head full of new ideas)
4. Work for traveling (or having a job that would bring me travel anywhere, that would be fun)
5. Bf from outside the country
So, what do you think of this June? Would it be your June, or anything you want to do this month? Which stage you will placed yourself this month? Whatever it is, I hope it brings best luck for you!

Me and my friend, Rea, in a meeting, selfie after dinner. Btw, you should open this apps. Cool apps!
See you on the next post!

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