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Weekly Notes #20

Monday, February 29, 2016

Today is the last day in February. Tomorrow we will face March. In some area, like Indonesia, March still rainy season. Bring your umbrella everywhere you go. As for me, March always be the most exciting month of the year. It's my birthday month and there always be an exciting things to do in this month.

As for this month, I already prepare some exciting post for you to read. That's why you need stay tune on my blog, subscribe it if you don't want to missed any post.
Okay, now this post already sounds like Greetings that i used to do monthly. Usually I always discuss something interesting and kinda thoughtful for weekly notes, this time not sure what I should update you. Ah ya, my office going to move out to a new location, that something new. But I'm not gonna discuss that.

A couple day ago, I went out with a friend. He mention about experiences in relationship. He said, "You had lots of relationship before, it makes your experience much better." Hm...

Well, it depend actually. It likes when you have relationship, as many as you had before, it doesn't mean that you are resistant to broken heart and how much it hurt your heart. Before I thought because I had few bad experienced with love, it makes me more ready to face another broken heart. In fact, my heart still hurt, it like i got huge wound that won't easily heal, there's an empty hole where my lovers gone. So, I think although we had bad relationship before, it doesn't make you resistant to another bad love story too.

All things still depend on you. Yes, you will take it as a lesson so you will do better in next relationship. But it doesn't meant that you wont get hurt again. All I'm saying is, when you facing love means you are ready with all the risk. For better or for worst. For happy time or bad times. All things have two sides that make it balance. If you don't want get hurts, don't fall in love. You wanna be happy, go fall in love again and again. Take everyday as a lesson that you won't ever get it in school.

Don't forget be happy and be who you are. See you on the next post! 

*Pst, if you wanna know how to make marble skin on the picture above, stay tune on my blog in this weekend! I'll write a DIY post for it!

Good luck! 

February Favorites 2016

Since we are in the end of this lovely February, then I want to start new monthly things. The number might not the same for every post, but these few things I see or I bought each month will be explained here. 
I saw many of this post through Youtube, but since my Youtube channel kinda suck, so I will share it to you some of my favorite things from this month in this blog instead. Maybe some of these are your favorite too, then that's makes two of us. Let's begin!

Tuberose flowers in my bedside table plus Gogirl this February 
If you're not a florist or flower enthusiast (neither do I), you might not know that this flower actually smells really good. For me it's kinda soothing. You should try. It was my busy day and kinda bad week, I bought a bouquet of this and put in vase on my bedside table, and makes me wake up feel better. You could find the flower mostly on someone wedding, the smell is really good. You should try.

Gogirl is my favorite magazine. This month edition is stunning from cover (Kendal and Kylie), all the topic about looking good + feeling good. Every month they gave us different big topic to read, although is teen-young adult magazine, somehow it related to all ages. That's what i like from them. This month is their 11 years birthday!! Happy birthday my lovely magazine!! Long live!

As an extra, that picture above i took last week with my friend and it turns out great. Plus, it got featured on Gogirl Instagram too! Yeay!!

Mashup Perfect & Style | Cover by Jonah Baker

I saw this on Youtube recently and been in love ever since. This mashup isn't the real thing, but still turns out great. Cover by Jonah Baker (whoever you are, thank you, this is great!!). If you haven't heard this before, click it on video above and be ready to fall in love.

Love Yourself by Justin Bieber 
After long hiatus, Justin Bieber come back with new album called Purpose. I am not a Belieber (fans for Bieber) but even I love this new album. Like all the songs inside are great. But since lately I love such a calm song, my favorite is this one..

Halftime Superbowl 2016 by Beyonce & Bruno Mars

To be honest, I'm not the fans of Superbowl (not a fans of sport either), but I always waiting for the Halftime Performance they give it. This year, Coldplay step to the stage as the main show with Beyonce and Bruno Mars that had been performs on that stage a couple years back.

One thing I love from this year performance is how stunning Bruno Mars feat Beyonce. Both are super great, and somehow makes Coldplay performance wasn't stand out as we expected before. I don't know about you guys, but maybe some of you kinda upset with this. But since I love Beyonce and Bruno Mars and those surprises, and not Coldplay fans, so I'm not upset at all. Both of them are great together this year!

Learn to Code 
I read somewhere that one of the must have skill for career girl in this 2016 is learn how to code. For me, i rather learn how to do a simple code than pay someone to do it for me. I think someday this skill will help me, either for personal use or for career. Who knows?

If you want to learn coding in a simple way, like how to build an interactive website, you can learn in here :

Alkaline water
Yes, you read it right. It called alkaline water, with pH balance higher than the ordinary tab or bottle water. Mostly with pH 8, the water feel lighter and smoother.
Before I thought all water are the same. Water, what's different about these? But actually, the pH, the source, the processed, it makes lots of different. That's why there's ordinary tab water, alkaline water, distilled water, purified water, spring water, or mineral water. For more info, you can check here : Types of Water and Alkaline Water.

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See you in the next post! 

XO Fienna

20 Songs that Boost your Self-Esteem (by Female Singers)

Saturday, February 27, 2016

Honestly, when you are feeling down and insecure about something or because someone told you about it, all you can do is cry or just face them with smile.. There are more than enough song to listen when you feeling down on yourself. There's songs to boost your self-esteem, made and sang by all female singers, to give your light back.

1. Fight Song by Rachel Platten
Pick-Up line :
This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My power's turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care if nobody else believes
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

2. Roar by Katy Perry 
Pick-Up line :
I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire
'Cause I am a champion and you're gonna hear me roar
Louder, louder than a lion
'Cause I am a champion and you're gonna hear me roar

3. Firework by Katy Perry 
Pick-Up line :
You don't have to feel like a wasted space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe a reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it's time you'll know

4. Get it Right by Glee (Lea Michelle) 
Pick-Up line :
So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air,
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair!
Yeah, I’ll send out a wish, yeah, I’ll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

5. Who Says by Selena Gomez
Pick-Up line :
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

You've got every right
To a beautiful life

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Weekly Notes #19

Monday, February 22, 2016
For whatever its worth, I think this past week better than the last week. At least I haven't made another huge mistake like 2 weeks ago. I went to see my buddy yesterday for coffeelity time, and it went well as usual.

But one thing that people should seriously stop, not that I don't like it (oh please), it just that I don't think any of that are okay.
Last night, after hang out with my buddy, one of new friend ask me something that how would I say, kinda ridiculously funny.

"Why don't you date your buddy? Aren't you two close with each other? Is it healthy to have that kind of friendship?"

To be honest, I got this question every single time, until I don't know how to answer them anymore. My friends, my family related, asked me the same question again and again. Some of my old friend that know me back then also ask me the same question. Somehow I don't know why it bother them so much if I don't date him? I mean, we are close, but doesn't mean that I have to date him.

Maybe here's how I would answer those question. Maybe I wasn't his type. Maybe he doesn't see me like that. Maybe we both meant for just be friend. Maybe we both are comfortable with our friendship like this. Maybe, just maybe it's better that our relationship are just friend. Or maybe, it's not damn your business and you need to take care of your own business?

You know somehow it's kinda annoying when we get couple question like that. Like just now, why don't we date our buddy or when we'll get married? Seriously people, there's huge different between curious (kepo) and care. If you are really care, you wouldn't ask me such a question because you understand the choice I make is none of your business (unless I ask you for some advice).

This kind of thing will only notice by people who already got the same annoying question like over and over again. So for those people around us, please, no need to ask such a thing to start a conversation. You can ask nicely how we are doing. Don't ask something too personal unless you're invited to.

Please show some respect to someone else feeling and privacy. I know we can all do that.

Happy weekend and see you in the next post! Good luck! 

Weekly Notes #18

Monday, February 15, 2016
Okay, I know what you thinking. I did jumped really far from Weekly Notes #7 to now its Weekly Notes #18. I know, I'm really bad at keeping promise.

Here's quick update about my life recently.
  1. I'm kinda suck at my job
  2. Someone broke my heart 
  3. Working on my own project 
  4. I feel need learn something new
There's no point to explain in detail what's going on up there. I think i just need sometimes to think, before I take another step further. As far as I know, I kinda lost my focus. Everything in my head now is all about the project I've been doing these days (will tell you later about this, once I passed the trial and error part). Somehow I get over excited about that. Don't blame me, that's what we called passion.

Relationship been suck lately. I don't know when I'll be good about this. But anyway, since it's a new year and my birthday is coming, I think I need to learn something new. I've been in my comfort zone for the past almost 2 years, I need to create new challenge.

Ah yes, yesterday was Valentine day, wasn't it? How were you guys celebrate it? Or you more like, that anti-Val Day person? Then, I have quote for you (I saw this from Instagram, that I think it's pretty Path-able).

Mostly after broken heart, I feel so little and down with myself. I know it's a bad and full of negativity. But sometimes I just can't help it. But listen to the song, watch some series and look at this quote, makes me think "Hey, it wasn't all my fault. Things just didn't work out the way we hope before. Let it go and let's open new chapter..". 

love yourself

I know, it's easy to say things like this (like we act everything is normal, when in fact nothing is normal. Your heart is broken and you just need time). I've done this, and it's all familiar pattern. Everything will get easier day by day.

Yeah, we'll see... Whatever you're going through this past week, I hope yours much better than mine.
See you in the next post!
Good luck! 

XO Fienna N 

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